Untitled
my heart is barely beating
the time is drawing near
my only regret
is you're not here
my hand on my chest
can you feel it?
the slow pulse, the fading warmth
______beep_____beep___________
in the silence I feel no pain
only freedom, like I'm floating
don't be sad, don't cry
can you feel it now?
my love for you still burns
though I'm gone you'll be ok
my love's flame will light your way
ok...not really a poem...but it could be if i could write better XD
Driving your car that warm summer day
The windows were down, the sun warmed my face
Listening to one of your favorite songs
You grabbed my hand
"Hold the hand of your best friend"
That was the moment in the song that you did it
You looked at me then and smiled
If life's moments were songs
I'd repeat that one for eternity
So the reality of today wouldn't exist
yea.....it could've been way better XD but oh well. and that actually happened also...in fact the song was "A World So Cold" by Mudvayne so you should hear it if you haven't already, its not so bad.
I’m Sorry
I'm sorry i couldn't be the girl you wanted me to be
The one with no imagination or sense of being
The dumb blonde who'll listen to everything you say
And when your mean to her just lets you get away with it
The girl who'll tell you all her problems cause she thinks you'll care
Or the girl who envies you for all things things you have
Instead I'm the girl who has an imagination and really truly cared
Even when I was willing to put off my life for yours
You just pushed me away
I gave up 2 other guys for you
And you didn't even care
If you could ever find another girl like me
I hope you take the chance you get
Cause love like this is rare
Individuality is a gift and you should look for it
Instead of what's on the outside why don't you try looking in
You never know what you might find
But I'm pretty sure you'll like it
Only A Dream
I can feel your warm embrace
And your breath as you whisper my name
Here in your arms is my heaven
Nothing can take it away from me
You tell me I'm beautiful and look in my eyes
When I try to deny it you hold me tighter
I'm almost breathless and tell you to stop
"I'll never let go" is your only response
My knees feel weak, I'm close to falling
Your hold never breaks as you hold me up
Mabye your falling just like me
Inside my heart beats faster
I hear yours beating faster too
Mabye today you'll say it to me
The phrase I've always wanted to hear
My head is spinning and my eyes blur
You tell me theres something you need to say
I turn to look into your eyes, hoping
Your mouth opens, you begin to speak
I open my eyes in the cold dark room
I'm alone and dreaming of you
Silent tears begin to fall on the sheets
My heaven is gone, now only a dream
Unspoken Words
All these things still left to say
But all my time has gone away
You've moved on ahead in life
While i'm still stuck behind the light
I wish it was you to bring me back
But I know that you'll never look back
I still remember the times that we shared
And all of the times I thought that you cared
All the chances I had to tell you
Wasted away until it was too late
Now i realize what you told me was lies
You just used and confused me so I'd believe them
My unspoken words were finally said
You ended up just ignoring me instead
Mabye someday I'll hear the truth
From someone that isn't you
All of the stars could fall from the sky
I wouldn't care as long as you're by my side
There's heaven and hell, there's light and there's dark
But nothing ever changes with you in my heart (oh)
I see your face in the pouring rain
And nothing's gonna bring me down again
You're in my head, you're in my head
And I can't get away from it
I'm falling into all that is you
And it's so perfect, so perfect
You are the ocean, you are the sky
Where ever I am you're in my sight
Some people say things but they can't see
How much you really mean to me (oh)
I see your face in the pouring rain
And nothing's gonna bring me down again
You're in my head, you're in my head
And I can't get away from it
I'm falling into all that is you
And it's so perfect, so perfect
Everything in my life, I can't explain what you're doing
I can't believe you found me yeah-yeah
You're in my head, you're in my head
And I can't get away from it
I'm falling into all that is you
And it's so perfect, so perfect
It's perfect, so perfect
Yeah....
But You Won't
All the right things at the right time
If you'd say them then we'd be fine
But you won't, but you won't
I'm hoping that you hear me
And you'll tell me what you're thinking
But you won't, but you won't
Now I'm standing right beside you
Trying to get you to look at me
But you won't, but you won't
So I walk out to the hallway
Mabye then I'll hear you crying
But you won't, but you won't
Don't you even care for me?
Won't you reach out to hold me?
But you won't, but you won't
Now I'm screaming and crying
Won't you shut up and stop lying
But you won't, but you won't
All the right things at the right time
If you'd say them then we'd be fine
But you won't, but you won't
And I'm falling into this black hole
Can you save me?
Will you save me?
But you won't, but you won't
But you won't, but you won't....
in this lifetime i never thought i'd find
someone to make me feel at ease
a moment in time that would last forever
i thought i had found that warm summer day
nothing ever happens how we want it to
why is this happening to me again
so i scream, and cry
and i say your name up to the stars
but they don't seem to understand
so i scream, and cry
and i lie awake in bed at night
wondering if you and i......
Will meet again....
everything was perfect for awhile
i thought i'd died and gone to heaven
that i'd fallen into a dream i'd been waiting for
never to wake, just stare into your eyes
nothing ever happens how we want it to
why is this happening to me again
so i scream, and cry
and i say your name up to the stars
but they don't seem to understand
so i scream, and cry
and i lie awake in bed at night
wondering if you and i......
Will meet again....
i thought you were different
i thought i could see
the kind of person you'll never be
in my heart theres nothing left
your holding the knife that stabbed through my chest
i'll always remember this pain that i feel
this pain you have caused that may never heal
now i scream, and cry
and i wonder why i ever let you
so far into my heart
and now i won't even try
to say those words to you again
this is my last...
Goodbye....
Sometimes I can't help but wonder
Why does my life have to be this way
Many nights I lie awake
And hear the screaming in my head
Oh I can't get away
Sometimes I want to change
Leave this world and all my pain
But I won't, let go of you my love
Somehow I get this feeling
That you are with me, all the time
But I know, you don't see me
That's why I, just want to run away
Oh I can't get away
Somtimes I want to change
Leave this world and all my pain
But I won't, let go of you my love
In the darkness
I feel you near
And I try to reach for you
But you, turn away
Oh I can't get away
Sometimes I want to change
Leave this world and all my pain
But I won't, let go of you my love
Oh I can't get away
Sometimes I want to change
Leave this world and all my pain
But I won't, let go of you my love
Can't get away, can't get away
Can't get away, from you my love
Can't get away, can't get away
Can't get away
From you my love...
Blood And Tears
I used to be so incomplete
Until you found me, then I
Was so unreal, trying to be what I thought was ideal
For you, but it wasn't and
I'm sorry....
Can't you see the pain in my eyes
And the scars you put on me
Did you know you cut so deep
When you walked away from me
And now, i don't know what to say
When I'm around you I break, down inside
All these tears I try to hide
Behind my smile, I try
To see if you feel the same, but when I look at you
I die...
Can't you see the pain in my eyes
And the scars you put on me
Did you know you cut so deep
When you walked away from me
Can't you see the pain in my eyes
And the scars you put on me
Did you know you cut so deep
When you walked away from me
Do you feel the same?
Can you feel anything?
Did you really want me
Or was it all just a game?
Can't you see the pain in my eyes
And the scars you put on me
Did you know you cut so deep
When you walked away from me
Can't you see the pain in my eyes
And the scars you put on me
Did you know you cut so deep
When you walked away from me
I cry and my heart bleeds
Please don't leave me...
1 o'clock, I woke up late still hung over from the night before
2 o'clock, ready to leave final check in the mirror, look like shit (hehehe)
3 o'clock, i'm on my way check my pocket, fuck! forgot my keys 4, 5, 6
7 o'clock, up in the gym uh~ workin on my guns
8 o'clock, i'm back home drinking my protein, 9,
10 o'clock, getting ready looking good for the ladies
11 o'clock, now some vodka to warm up for the night
12 o'clock, i'm heading out the door to get drinking, party again
Tick, Tick, Tack watch da watch Say wa! Zero or 12 U know?
Update されたマシンで Freeway 賭け出そう
Next stage 目指して今しか出来ない Rendezvous
12 o'clock ゼロが並ぶ瞬間 迎えに行く your place
そびえる楽園見上げ スピーカー震わす music
俺の世界狂わせた瞳 微笑む Face, yeah (Your face, yeah yeah)
心ごと奪われた俺は（この俺は）捧げる life, yeah
感じたい 一つになりたい Good time 逃れられない
愛しさとぬくもり合わせ High time 君を離さないぜ
Stay with me 俺が守るから 忘れようぜ重力
風と融けあった先は 追い越す Supersonic
この宇宙に輝く星一つ (Starlight) 君だけ Shine, yeah (Shinin', Shinin')
捕らわれて動けない俺の（この俺の）心は Freeze, yeah
感じたいキスを交わしたい Good time 分かち合いたい
体中研ぎ澄ましたら High time 現在を抱きしめるぜ
Update されたマシンで Freeway 賭け出そう
Next stage 目指して今しか出来ない Rendezvous
Tick, Tick, Tack watch da watch Say wa! Zero or 12 U know?
This place, nothing da gravity I'm looser cuz I sell and luv is U
感じたい 一つになりたい Good time 逃れられない (Can't Runaway)
愛しさとぬくもり合わせ High time 君を離さないぜ
Update されたマシンで Freeway 賭け出そう
Next stage 目指して今しか出来ない Rendezvous
Update されたマシンで Freeway 賭け出そう
Next stage 目指して今しか出来ない Rendezvous
Romanji
1 o'clock, I woke up late still hung over from the night before
2 o'clock, ready to leave final check in the mirror, look like shit (hehehe)
3 o'clock, i'm on my way check my pocket, fuck! forgot my keys 4, 5, 6
7 o'clock, up in the gym uh~ workin on my guns
8 o'clock, i'm back home drinking my protein, 9,
10 o'clock, getting ready looking good for the ladies
11 o'clock, now some vodka to warm up for the night
12 o'clock, i'm heading out the door to get drinking, party again
Tick, Tick, Tack watch da watch Say wa! Zero or 12 U know?
Update sareta mashin de Freeway kakedesou
Next stage mezashite Ima shika dekinai Rendezvous
12 O'clock zero ga narabu toki* mukae ni iku Your place
Sobieru rakuen miage supiikaa furuwasu Music
Ore no sekai kuruwaseta hitomi hohoemu Face, yeah (Your face, yeah yeah)
Kokoro goto ubawareta ore wa (kono ore wa) sasageru Life, yeah
Kanjitai hitotsu ni naritai Good time nogarerarenai
Itoshisa to nukumori awase High Time kimi wo hanasanaize
Stay with me ore ga mamoru kara (mamoru kara) wasureyouze juuryoku
Kaze to tokeatta saki wa oikosu Supersonic
Kono sora** ni kagayaku hoshi hitotsu (Starlight) kimi dake Shine (Shinin', Shinin)
Torawarete ugokenai ore no (kono ore no) kokoro wa Freeze, yeah
Kanjitai kisu wo kawashitai Good time wakachi aitai
Karada chuu togisumashitara High time ima*** wo dakishimeruze
Update sareta mashin de Freeway kakedesou
Next stage mezashite Ima shika dekinai Rendezvous
Tick, Tick, Tack watch da watch Say wa! Zero or 12 U know?
This place, nothing da gravity I'm looser cuz I sell and luv is U
Kanjitai hitotsu ni naritai Good time nogarerarenai (Can't runaway)
Itoshisa to nukumori awase High Time kimi wo hanasanaize
Update sareta mashin de Freeway kakedesou
Next stage mezashite Ima shika dekinai Rendezvous
Update sareta mashin de Freeway kakedesou
Next stage mezashite Ima shika dekinai Rendezvous
English
1 o'clock, I woke up late still hung over from the night before
2 o'clock, ready to leave final check in the mirror, look like shit (hehehe)
3 o'clock, i'm on my way check my pocket, fuck! forgot my keys 4, 5, 6
7 o'clock, up in the gym uh~ workin on my guns
8 o'clock, i'm back home drinking my protein, 9,
10 o'clock, getting ready looking good for the ladies
11 o'clock, now some vodka to warm up for the night
12 o'clock, i'm heading out the door to get drinking, party again
Tick, Tick, Tack watch da watch Say wa! Zero or 12 U know?
Update made in the machine Freeway let's start running
Let's aim for the Next stage, Now there's nothing we can't do Rendezvous
12 O'clock when* zero's lined up, we're going to meet at Your place
I look up at the soaring paradise, the speakers shake from the Music
In my world I'm obsessed with your smiling Face, yeah (Your face, yeah yeah)
To snatch away your heart I (this me) offer you my Life, yeah
I want to feel, want to become one Good time there's no escape
With our beloved warmth joined together High time I won't let you go
Stay with me because I'll protect you, forget gravity
When the wind first dissolved, it surpassed Supersonic
In this universe** one star shines (Starlight) it's only you (Shinin', Shinin')
I can't move from being captured, My (my) heart Freeze, yeah
I want to feel, want to exchange a kiss, I want to share a Good time
When I strengthen it in my body, High time *** I embrace you tightly
Update made in the machine Freeway let's start running
Let's aim for the Next stage, Now there's nothing we can't do Rendezvous
Tick, Tick, Tack watch da watch Say wa! Zero or 12 U know?
This place, nothing da gravity I'm looser cuz I sell and luv is U
I want to feel, want to become one Good time there's no escape (Can't runaway)
With our beloved warmth joined together High time I won't let you go
Update made in the machine Freeway let's start running
Let's aim for the Next stage, Now there's nothing we can't do Rendezvous
Update made in the machine Freeway let's start running
Let's aim for the Next stage, Now there's nothing we can't do Rendezvous
Translator Notes: *toki: means time but the kanji used was for "shunkan" which is moment. **sora: means sky but the kanji used was "uchuu" which means universe. ***ima: means now but the kanji used was "genzai" which means "present; current". Though the translation is still a little eh~ i had it checked by a japanese friend of mine and he has approved it of being correct ^^; hope everyone enjoys this
LoveJuice
'Why am I here?' he thought to himself. 'Oh yea, Ryo and Pi thought it was a good idea.' Jin sat in the corner booth watching the people dance until his friends returned. "Jin~ don't just sit here and drink. Come dance already" Pi said as he sat down beside him. "Yea, come on Bakanishi, there's tons of hot girls here tonight." Ryo added before taking a shot of whatever was in front of him. Jin just looked at them, then back out to the floor. "You guys aren't the ones that have to work....", his eyes stopped on a girl standing by the bar, "...tomorrow." "True, but you can still have fun right?....Jin?" Pi follows his gaze to the bar to see what distracted his friend. 'Oh~' he thought, "Let's go dance Ryo~" then grabbed his band-mate before he could object. Jin couldn't take his eyes off her, she was mysteriously captivating. Standing there alone in the crowd of people, her shawl falling down exposing the milky pale skin of her shoulder. She turned and looked at him, smiling and biting her straw in a suggestive manner. He couldn't wait anymore and got up walking towards the bar. Not once did they break eye contact as he walked over to her. "Hi, I'm Jin. Wanna dance?" he asked now standing in front of her. She didn't say anything, just stared at him. Her emerald eyes were burning into him, sexy and inviting like nothing he'd ever seen. Contrast with her pale skin and dark auburn hair she was perfect. "Sure" she finally said and he grabbed her hand pulling her towards the center of the floor.
Before long they were moving in perfect rhythm with the music, and each other. He put his hands on her hips as she turned around to grind against him. 'Shit' he cursed himself as she continuously moved her hips back against him. When she turned around again she slipped one of her legs between his and continued grinding on him. When she looked up at him she smiled seductively. 'She's doing this on purpose' he thought and smiled back. She leaned forward, "relax" she whispered into his ear in an accent he hadn't heard before. He thought he was going to lose it, did she realize what she was doing to him? "Just let go, let the music take control" she whispered into his other ear before gently biting his earlobe. All rational thoughts left, the only thing that existed now was the music and her. He didn't want to lose this chance, or her, so he grabbed her tighter by the hips pulling her as close as possible. There's no space left between them now, they could feel every inch of each other through their clothes. Her small, pretty frame fit well against him. Moving to the pulse of the music he rolls his hips against her and caresses her lower back. She gasps and one word passes her perfect, rose red lips "Jin." He smiles seeing he finally turned the tables on who's controlling who. She whispers "Don't stop, more", her lips brushing his ear. As he does it again he leans forward and kisses her neck, making a trail up to her face where his real target is. Before he gets to, she turns her head away from him smiling. 'Tease' he thinks as he leans forward and whispers "I want to see how your lips feel babe." She smiles, then he says "I've fallen for you and I can't lie, I won't go anywhere cause I'm your man tonight." She moves to look at him and brushes her lips lightly against his, teasing him. When he tries to close the distance she leans back. She does it again but this time she licks his bottom lip before kissing his neck lightly. He tastes his lip and wishes he could kiss her, she tastes so sweet. She gets close to his collarbone and he can't take anymore, he grabs her and turns her face up to him then kisses her. Wrapping her arms around his neck she leans into the kiss. He licks her bottom lip until she allows him access to taste her. He slips his tongue into her mouth exploring everything, as she does the same to him. His hand wanders up from her back, caressing her sides and she moans into his mouth. His other hand wraps around her, holding her closer as the grinding gets more intense. It's getting hard to breathe and she runs her nails lightly down his back. He knows that before long they won't be able to stop so he pulls back, grabs her hand, and heads for the door.
This was the longest drive to his apartment he'd ever experienced, though it was really only a few minutes. As soon as he opened the door and pulled her inside they slammed against the wall, kissing each other desperately. Making their way to his room they clumsily removed clothing between kisses until only the underwear remained. He pushed her gently onto the bed and removed her bra, immediately kissing and biting her breasts. She moaned and arched her back, pushing against him as he moved down. As he removed her underwear he trailed light kisses on her inner thighs, making her moan a little more. He reaches into the drawer on his nightstand to get a condom, then removes his boxers and puts it on. Moving between her legs he positions himself, but hesitates and looks at her. In response she wraps her legs around him and moves her hips up. Taking the hint he kisses her and thrusts in as far as he can. "Jin!" she moans loudly as he moves in and out of her at a maddeningly slow pace. He wants to treasure this moment, this night so he doesn't want to rush anything. Their soft moans fill the room as they move to a steady rhythm together. He kisses her again, but softly this time, where his lips just barely touch hers. Moving down her neck he trails soft kisses to her collarbone and shoulder. Moaning she wraps her arms around him lightly running her nails down his back again. The light tingling sensation from her touch sends waves of pleasure down his back, making him moan. He can't let her have all the fun so he stops, making her whimper, only to flip them over so she's on top. As he enters her again she throws her head back and rolls her hips. Placing his hand on her hip to guide her, the other moves up to tease her breasts. Her hair is just long enough to cover them, and flows freely down her shoulders moving with her. Just watching her, eyes cloudy and face flushed pink, he can't wait anymore. He grabs her hips, flips them over again, and drives her into the mattress. She's nearly screaming now, her nails digging into his back in a desperate attempt for release. He feels it coming close and thrusts into her harder and faster until they both scream their release into the quiet room. Collapsing onto the bed beside her he stares at the ceiling and feels her move closer to him. After a few minutes he falls asleep to the sound of their gentle breathing.
When he woke up she was already gone, only a note with her number remained. He smiled after saving her number then got up to shower before work. Since he arrived early he decided to work on his solo for the new single. Suddenly he got a great idea, pulled out a new piece of paper, and started writing. "What are you doing here so early Jin?" Kame asked walking into the room, a little surprised to see him already there. "Writing my solo" was all he said as he continued. "Weren't you already finished yesterday?"Kame asked, receiving no response from the other he went to look. "....it's in english?" Jin still didn't answer, and he couldn't read it. Then Jin stopped writing and had a smile on his face, "I'm finished, for real this time." "Hmm~. What's it called?" Kame asked, the curiosity was killing him. Jin looked up and smiled,
"LoveJuice."
A/N: gomen ne >.< the smut is rather...well....horrible. but i tried ^^; **is shot** please comment ^^
Don't know where you're from
Haven't seen you around
But that don't mean nothing to me
Let me get a taste of that...
Drop that shit like..
She stood there waiting alone
Green eyes, her shoulder exposed
Smiling and finding her shawl (?)
She gave me one look i froze
Her sexy and burning eyes
My hands on her hips as we grind
She whispered "relax" and oh no
Just let go, let the music take control babe
Move your body, let's go crazy
So take it slow
Theres so many things I want you to know
I ain't leaving you because I'm here tonight
I can tell you want me too
Many time I think of you (mabye everytime?)
Delicious drink your lips produce
I can taste the sweet lovejuice
I can tell you want me too
Many time I think of you
Delicious drink your lips produce
I can taste the sweet lovejuice
Classy like kimono these hoes (XD i'm fairly certain this isn't right, but i can hear kimono)
Will it be different under her clothes?
Those lips as red as a rose
Driving to the beat from the pulse
Don't rush, the night is still young
Take her to the room and sex things up
I can see you call out my name saying
Don't stop, more
I'm trying to see how your lips feel babe
All we need is body language
And now I now
I'm falling for you and I just can't lie
I won't go nowhere cause I'm your man tonight
I can tell you want me too
Many time I think of you
Delicious drink your lips produce
I can taste the sweet lovejuice
I can tell you want me too
Many time I think of you
Delicious drink your lips produce
I can taste the sweet lovejuice
See I've been all around the world
But I ain't seen nothing, seen nothing like you
Don't matter where you're from
It don't mean nothing, mean nothing
See I've been all around the world
But I ain't seen nothing, seen nothing like you
And now I come forward, make me take you back (?)
Girl we can be something, be something
I can tell you want me too
Many time I think of you
Delicious drink your lips produce
I can taste the sweet lovejuice
I can tell you want me too
Many time I think of you
Delicious drink your lips produce
I can taste the sweet lovejuice
I can tell you want me too
Delicious drink your lips produce
I can tell you want me too
Delicious drink your lips produce
I can taste the sweet lovejuice
I can taste the sweet lovejuice...
- Music:LoveJuice- Jin **of course XD**
[02] Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
[03] Post them here for everyone to guess.
[04] Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.
[05] No Googling/using IMDb search functions.
1) "Come out, come out, where ever you are".....and because it sounds so sexy "More..." XD
2) "Let me hear you say it again, Alice. Come on! Let me hear you say it in here, huh? Come on, one for old times' sake!"....." [screaming] I didn't do it! "
3) "With women, it's always one of two things. Either they won't sleep with you, and then there's really no need to ever call them again. Or they DO sleep with you... and then there's really no need to ever call them again."
and also..."Fuck you bitch!" XD
4) "At the temple, there is a poem called "Loss" carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it.
5) "I am the dread pirate roberts" XD
6) "True or False, All's fair in love and war?"
7) "I want to play a little game..."
8) "She is the Devil's concubine! Ahehe" XD
9) "Jesus Christ? Stop me if you heard this one: Jesus Christ walks into a hotel, he hands the Innkeeper three nails and he asks, 'Can you put me up for the night?' "
10) "The perfect blossom is a rare thing. You could spend your life looking for one, and it would not be a wasted life."
- Location:home
- Music:"Harudal"- DBSK/TVXQ
Kimi Wa Inai(You're Not There): Chapter 7
He opened his eyes as the sun came through the window, the memories of last night came rushing back and he quickly sat up. Looking around he found he was in the dorm and sighed in relief, but remembered something else and hurriedly felt his neck. Nothing...again he sighed, 'What a nightmare' he thought to himself. He sat there for a moment thinking about how silly it was that he thought it was real, then he saw what time it was. "Damn! I'm gonna be late!" he got dressed and ran out of the room hoping by some miracle he's make it in time. Nearing the classroom door he checked his watch again, 'Yes! One minute to spare,' and as he entered the room he said "Good mor..." There was no one there, now he was confused. There wasn't a holiday anytime soon so where was everybody? He went back out into the hallway to look for a poster or something stating there was no class today. Finding none, he shrugged and returned to the dorm, he was feeling pretty worn out already so he decided to sleep more. As he entered the room he yawned and saw Alex at his computer desk. "Ano...is there a holiday today?" he asked hoping to find out why there was no one in class. Alex turned to look at him, then started laughing. 'Are? Why's he laughing?' Jin thought to himself until Alex said "No man, it's Sunday" then laughed some more. Jin felt really stupid and embarassed now, so he just went to bed.
'Jin...' There it was again, that soft voice calling hi name. The way she said it, so gentle but passionate, was like the summer breeze's soft caress on his face. He couldn't resist, couldn't hold out anymore, he had to go. Soon he found himself standing in that hallway again, facing that familiar bedroom. Last night's dream came rushing back to his memory, but he couldn't leave. He needed to prove to himself it wasn't real, so he started walking to the room at the end of the hallway. As he was about to knock, the door opened and there she was standing before him. "You know, usually people call someone they just met instead of coming over," she said with a smile. She couldn't seem more normal to him, and now he was sure it was just some strange nightmare. "Yea well, I couldn't risk you not answering," he said back to her returning the smile. "Well come in, unless you want to stay in my hallway," then she turned around and walked into the room. Jin followed and immediately notied the room was exactlly like it was in the dream. Dismissing that as coincidence he said, "You have a very beautiful room. Your house too, how can you afford it?" "Thanks, my parents were pretty well-off. They aren't around anymore though so it's just me here." "Oh, I'm sorry to hear that." "That's ok, it was awhile ago and I'm ok now. So what brings you here in the middle of the night?" He couldn't think of what to say, his main reason was the dream. But how can you tell someone you had a crazy nightmare of them being a vampire? "Nothing really, I just wanted to see you again," he said smiling. "She blushed slightly and said "Thank you, but I may think you're stalking me now." He laughed, "Can I?" and as he was about to tell her it was a joke she said "ii yo." He just looked at her, surprised that she'd answer that way. "Maji? Are you serious?" "Yea, go for it" she said laughing. Jin just smiled and watched her laugh, 'She's so adorable.' Then she got up and started walking over to him, "But you know...I think there's something better than stalking me." "Oh really, what's that?" he asked as she stopped just inches from him. He was getting nervous as she leaned closer to him, "Tsukiatte" she whispered into his ear. Her warm breath on his ear and the way she said it sent shivers down his spine. She moved to look him in the eyes and stared at him. This was definitely better than the dream, "Ok" was all he could say before she pressed her lips to his in a passionate kiss. He ran his tongue over her bottom lip until she opened her mouth for him to taste her. He explored her mouth with his tongue, fighting her own, as she wrapped her arms around his neck. Jin put a hand on the back of her neck and let the other slide down her back, pulling her closer to him. A sot moan escaped her lips as she was pressed against him. Breaking the kiss to breathe he looked into her eyes, clouded with lust and pure desire for him. She gently pushed him back until he felt the edge of her bed, then he gently grabbed her and lay her down. He kissed her again then began a trail down to her neck, meanwhile his hands were gliding down her sides eliciting gasps and more moans from her. Reaching the hem of her shirt, he grabbed it and slowly pulled it up to reveal her stomach. She sat up long enough to finish removing her shirt then laid back down as Jin moved from her neck and down. Trailing soft kisses to her collarbones, he massaged her breasts with his hands. "Ah..Jin..." she gasped, causing him to smirk, as he lightly pinched one of her nipples through the fabric of her bra. Continuing his trail of kisses, he moved over her breasts and down to her stomach, stopping at her waistline. He quickly undid her pants and slipped them off, then took off his shirt and pants. He stared at the goddess before him, breathing erratically with a soft tinge of pink on her cheeks. Looking up at him with those mezmerizing eyes, a soft whimper leaves her mouth. He leans down and kisses her again, "Are you sure this is ok?" he whispers in her ear as he runs his fingertips over her body. She doesn't answer, just pushes him over and climbs ontop of him causing him to moan. Leaning down she says "Yes, now it's my turn." and grinds her hips against him earning another moan. She licks his earlobe lightly before gently biting it, then does the same to his neck. When she gets to his collarbones he squeals causing her to sit up and look at him. "Gomen, they're sensitive" he syas between ragged breaths. "Hmm..." she says then grinds against him again as she leans down and softly bites his nipple. "Ah!" he half moans and gasps, he's never experienced that before and it came as a shock. Moving down, she traces a line with her tongue til she reaches the top of his boxers. Biting them, she removes them with her teeth as her hands assit. A small hiss escapes his lips as the cool air touches his erection, but soon she's back ontop of him. He can't take it anymore and flips her over, kissing ehr as he removes her bra and underwear. He moves away long enough to get the condom from his wallet and put it on, then he moves back to her. Spreading her legs so he can get between them he stops right at her entrance and says, "Are you ready?" She lifts her hips to meet his in response then he thrusts into her. "Jin!" she moans as he goes all the way inside her. He's sure theres nothing more perfect than this moment, it's like heaven. After a few thrusts he hits this spot inside her that sends waves of pleasure through her body and all coherent thoughts stop. "Jin..ah..faster" she moans and he fufills her request, moving faster and harder into her, their moans filling the air. He's so close to the edge he doesn't think he can hold out any longer. Just then she screams his name and throws her head back, the muscles inside her tightening around him sending him over the edge with her. Collapsing beside her on the bed gasping for air, he feels her move closer to him and lay on his chest. As their breathing and heartbeats slow they fall asleep, holding each other in the moonlight.
A/N: ok....please don't hate me if you think the smut at the end could've been better >.< i tried haha other than that, comments are welcome, thanks ^^
- Location:home....
- Mood:
devious - Music:"What U Want"- Se7en
Finally home after a long day of practice and Cartoon KAT-TUN filming, Kame and Jin sit down to relax and watch tv. "Ne Jin, You know what tomorrow is right?" Jin just looks at him for a minute until he says, "/of course, but do you know what it is?" hoping to throw him off. Kame smiles, "Yea it's our anniversary ^^ I'm so happy. I can't wait to see what you have planned. I'll go take a shower now" then he leaves the room. Jin stares off into space then registers what Kame just said, "Anniversary?...." His eyes widen, "Yabe, wasureteta! He's gonna kill me, or worse..." He thinks of what could be worse than death and shudders. Less than a minute later, "Pi!!! You have to help me!!" he screams into the phone. "You forgot again didn't you?" hearing no response from Jin he adds, "Baka. So what am I supposed to do, make your funeral arrangements?" "No! Just tell me what I should do....please?" Yamapi laughs at how pathetic he sounded, imagining a sad puppy-eyed Jin staring up at him from the floor. "Ok fine, so here's what you do..."
The next morning Kame wakes up to the sun shining through the window. Smiling he rolls over to wake Jin up, but he's not there. Thinking how odd it is for him to be up so early he remembered what today was. He ran out into the living room and into the kitchen where he saw the table already set, and edible looking food too. But the best part was Jin, standing by the table wearing a pink apron with flour on his face and in his hair. Jin smiled seeing his boyfriend come in and said "Ohayou Kazu <3" Before he could say anything else, Kame had walked over and kissed him softly before saying "Ohayou." After breakfast Jin cleared the table then left the kitchen for a few minutes. Coming back he said "Kazu, your bubble bath is ready ^^" Kame smiled brightly at the sound of a bubble bath and ran past Jin to the bathroom shouting a "thank you Jin!" on the way. When he opened the door he saw rose petals floating in the water, "That's not a bubble bath" he said frowning slightly then added "it's better" and got in. After awhile Jin came in and asked "Enjoying your bath?" "Yes, thank you so much ^^" "Good. I've already washed the dishes and now I have to go run a few errands, but I'll be back soon ok?" Then after Kame gave a nod, he pecked him on the cheek then left.
Kame finally decided to get out about 20 minutes later (only cause the water was cold XD) and walked into the bedroom to find some clothes laid out and a note.
Smiling, he set it aside and began examining Jin's choice of clothing. There was a pair of jeans from Kame's closet and a shirt that, Kame could only guess, Jin made himself. "Baka, you spelled turtle wrong" he said laughing to himself as he put it on. (a/n: btw its pink with a turtle picture on it and underneath it says "My Turtel-chan <3" haha bakanishi indeed) Just then a pair of hands went over his eyes as a body pressed up against his back. "Guess who?" he whispered into Kame's ear. "Jin stop," he laughs, "I have to put on my pants." Jin laughed and removed his hands, "So you like the shirt? I made it myself ^^" Kame just looked at him, 'I'll tell him later', "It's great Jin, thank you." "Good, now hurry up. We have to go or we'll be late." He looked at Jin questioningly, "Late for what?" Jin thought for a moment, "It's a surprise now let's go." and he grabbed his hand and left the apartment.
"Jin...This is the best anniversary ever, hontou ni arigatou." They'd been watching Memoirs of A Geisha for almost an hour now, alone in the back of the theatre. "Ne, Kazu...." Jin whispered into his ear. "Hm?" he turned his head and Jin kissed him softly for what felt like forever. When he finally broke the kiss, he looked into Kame's eyes and said "I love you."
A/N: how was it? if anyone's intrested, the ending scene actually happened to me once **except the me being Kazu and him saying "I love you"** it was great.....though i think we were watching 'Waiting' or something XD anyway, i thought it would be a nice kind of scene to use for Akame ^^ please leave me nice comments. yoroshiku onegaishimasu m(_ _)m
- Location:home
- Mood:
tired - Music:Brian Joo
"Hey sexy, here's my number" the girl said before handing Jin a small piece of paper with her name and phone number on it. He smiled and waved as she walked away. "Damn Jin, that's the 15th girl today. How do you do it?" Alex asked very surprised. "I don't know, it just happens" he said laughing as he started walking again. They were having fun at the beach earlier, until the sun went down, and were on their way back to the dorm now. When they were almost there Jin bumped into someone, "Oh I'm so sorry. Are you ok?" he said as he held out his hand to help the girl up. "Yea, I'm fine. Thanks" she smiled at him taking his hand. 'She's pretty cute' he thought as he looked her up and down. Her clothes were pretty normal, just jeans and a tank top, but judging by her jewelry he could tell she liked rock music. Her hair was almost to her waist and dyed black and blonde. But what he couldn't stop staring at were her eyes, he'd never seen such a brilliant blue before. "What's your name?" he heard her ask, bringing him out of his trance. "Huh? Ano...Akanishi Jin desu" he said not realizing he said it in japanese until after he said it. Right when he was going to apologize and correct it in english she said "Hajimemashite Akanishi-san. Watashi wa Korin desu." He just looked at her, shocked, then asked her "You speak Japanese?" She laughed, "Yes. I'm not fluent yet but I know enough." Alex looked at him signaling he was going to the room. Jin just nodded and waved then looked back at her. "So....you go here?" he asked after a few minutes of unbearable silence. "Yea, I'm majoring in Japanese. You?" Smiling upon hearing that he said "English. Do you live in the dorms too?" "No, I have night classes and I was heading home when I ran into you" she laughed at the end of her sentence. "I can walk you home if you want." "No, it's ok. I'm taking a taxi cause it's too far to walk." He thought for a minute then said "Ok, I can wait here with you until it arrives." Just then the taxi pulled up and she laughed as his smile disappeared. 'He's so adorable' she thought then pulled something out of her bag. "Here's my number, call me sometime?" she said handing him the paper. He took it smiling once again, "Definitely. Goodnight Korin-chan, and be careful on the way home." As she got in the taxi she said "Thanks, talk to you later Akanishi-kun ^^" then closed the door and waved as the taxi drove away. He stood there watching until the car disappeared, then looked at the paper in his hand. As he passed a garbage can on the way to his room, he pulled the 15 other numbers out of his pocket and threw them away. He didn't need those anymore when he only had one girl on his mind, he couldn't wait to tell Kame about her.
His phone was ringing, why'd it have to ring now? He just went to sleep an hour ago. Picking up his phone groaning, he looked at the name on the screen. 'This better be good' Kame thought then answered with a "What do you want Bakanishi?" "OMG KAME YOU WON'T BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED!!!" he heard the other scream into his ear. "You got some girl's number?" he said after switching ears since Jin just damaged the other one. "I JUST...wait, how's you know?" Sighing Kame replied "Because you always do, now why'd you have to call me now and tell me?" There was a pause then he said "Cause this time I'm in love" with a serious voice. Kame wasn't sure how to respond to that, but he couldn't leave the conversation as it was, "How do you know, didn't you just meet her?" "Yea but I can feel it. I don't know if it's really love or not but...there's something about her eyes..." A few minutes passed and he only heard Jin's breathing," Jin?" "Oh sorry, I just kinda got lost in my thoughts but I'll let you sleep now." Thinking it was too late for that, Kame just ignored it and said ok. "Goodnight Kame, I'll talk to you again soon. Ja ne" "Ja ne" he said and hung up. 'Why can't he call at normal times?' Kame thought silently cursing the other. After a little while he finally fell asleep, after turning off his phone. "So how'd it go?" Alex asked when he walked into the room, though he was pretty sure he knew the answer. Jin just smiled and held up the number, "I'm keeping this one." Alex laughed and said "I don't blame you man, she was pretty cute." He smiled again and put his phone on the charger before turning off the light and getting in bed. All he could think about was her and how he already wanted to see her.
"Jin...Jin...okite. Come to me Jin" he could hear a soft voice calling him. He got up and quietly left the room, he was sure it was her. When he got outside he looked around, but she wasn't there. " Jin, come to me" she called again. Without knowing where he was going he began walking to the street. There, infront of him, was a black car with its door open. He didn't question why it was there, and just got in. Immediately the car sped away, out of the city and towards the mountains. Finally they pulled up to a large gothic mansion and he got out. Reaching for the door knocker, it opened with a loud, slow creak. "Come to me Jin" he heard her again as he walked up the stairs and down a hallway. There at the end was a room with the door open, and he knew she was there. The walls were black, as well as the bed and other furniture, but everything else was red. And there standing infront of the open balcony doors was her, dressed in a flowing red gown. The wind blew the sheer curtains around her form making it almost unreal. "Come to me Jin" she said again holding out her hand to him. Now infront of her he stared into her eyes, the ones he's been wanting to see since he met her. He was mesmerized, no words could explain what he could see or what he was feeling. Suddenly her lips were on his and his trance broke. Closing his eyes, he wrapped his arms around her waist and deepened the kiss, savoring her taste. Once again he was in a daze, he didn't realize the kiss was over until he felt soft kisses on his neck. He moaned softly and she moved a hand up his back as the other rested on his shoulder. Slowly she grabbed him by the jaw, tilted his head to the side, and he felt a sharp pain. It was almost unbearable, but strangely there was a delicious pleasure in what she was doing to him. He was light-headed and his knees felt weak, then she stopped and looked at him. Her eyes were now red, just like the blood dripping from her lips as she smiled. Then everything went black.....
- Location:home
- Mood:
bored - Music:"Chizuru"-Gazette
He woke up to someone patting his shoulder, "Sir we've already landed. You have to exit the plane now." The flight attendant said to him as politely as possible. He looked around to see very few people still on the plane, so he grabbed his bag and walked towards the exit. 'How long was I asleep?' he thought to himself as he waited for his suitcases to appear on the conveyor belt. Finally seeing his luggage, he grabs it and heads outside. Walking to the first taxi he sees, he gets in and tells the driver where he needs to go. An hour later he's at the school and searching for his dorm room. "105, 106, 107,...Ah here it is" he says arriving at room 108. Reading the name on the door he sees his roommates name is Alex. "Hm, Alex...cool^^" he says then opens the door to walk in. The first thing he sees is half the room covered in various posters of all sizes. Some he recognized as Jrock bands, and there were a few girl posters mixed in. The stereo was blaring Jrock and Jin knew he'd really like this guy. Just as he set his stuff down on the other side of the room, the door opened and a guy walked in. "Oh hey, you're here already?" he asked Jin rather quickly while smiling. Jin smiled back and said "Yes, nice to meet you. My name is Jin." The guy stuck out his hand and said "Hey, I'm Alex. So where are you from? You're accent is aweosme." Thinking about what he said, Jin replied "Japan." Alex's smile got bigger and he excitedly asked "Really?! Cool! I love Jrock, do you like it?" He wasn't sure how to respond because his english wasn't that good yet, so he just said "Yes. I have to call my friends now so I'll be back" "Ok man, see ya later" he waved as Jin left the room. Pulling his phone out of his pocket, he dialed Kame's number and waited for him to answer. A few rings later a sleepy Kame answered, "Jin?" "Hey Kazu. Were you sleeping? I can call back later if you want." "No, it's ok. I have to be up soon anyway." Jin smiled as he heard the other one yawn knowing he didn't have to work today. "So how was the flight?" "It was ok, I don't know when I fell asleep but before I knew it we'd landed." Kame laughed, "Same old Bakanishi. So how's your roommate?" "His name is Alex. I think this'll be fun." Jin went on to describe the school, his room, and his roommate. After an hour of talking Kame said he had to go. "Ok, hey Kazu.." "Yea?" He paused for a moment " I found your letter." Silence on the other end until Kame asked "When?" "After I got on the plane. And Kazu.." "Yes Jin?" "Thank you. For everything, really, thank you. I'll be fine and back before you know it." Jin wasn't sure what the other was thinking but he hoped he wasn't going to cry. " Sure Jin, well I'll talk to you next time. Ja ne" "Ja ne" he said and hung up the phone. Looking up to the sky he made a silent prayer for his friend, asking God to help him through the time he was gone. After a few minutes he walked back inside and went to his room. As soon as he opened the door, he laughed at what he saw so much he started crying. This was definately going to be a fun semester.
A/N: sorry the chapters are so short guys, but as you've noticed i post more than one at a time. Also, I got a job recently and starting monday I'll be busy. So i may not get to update or write as fast as i am right now...but mabye i'll get lucky and still have time ^^ hope you're all enjoying this ^^
- Location:Atlantic Beach, FL.
- Mood:
calm - Music:"Be My Last"-Utada Hikaru
"So do you have everything?" Kame asked him as he put the last of his luggage into the taxi. "Yea, I think so. You sure you don't want to come tot he airport with me?" he asked hoping Kame would reconsider. "Yea, I think it'd be better for me to stay here." Jin just looked at him, he felt guilty but theres nothing he could do about it now. "Ok, well I have to go now Kazu. Take care and I'll call you when I get there." Kame smiled at him, "Ok ^^ Have a safe flight and I'll talk to you later." Jin hugged his best friend one last time before he getting in the taxi and telling the driver to go to the airport. As he drove away he watched Kame standing there waving goodbye trying his hardest not to cry, that vision of him will never leave Jin's mind.
After checking his bags, he went to wait for the boarding call near the gate listed on his ticket. "Can't leave without saying bye Bakanishi" he heard a familiar voice say. When he turned around he saw the rest of KAT-TUN, except Kame. "Hey guys, I didn't think you'd come since Kame didn't" he said looking at them. "Well we're here so be happy" Ueda said. Junno walked up and handed him something,"It's to keep you entertained on the plane" he told him as Jin examined the gaming device in his hand. "Thanks Junno" he smiled at him. "What makes you think he's smart enough to operate that thing?" Nakamaru asked laughing. Jin hit him as Koki kicked Junno for not thinking properly. "Now boarding Flight 1523, Tokyo to Los Angeles, Gate 5" a voice sounded over the intercom. "Well guys I have to go, but thanks for coming here" he said as he grabbed his bag. They gave him a group hug then waved as he walked to the gate, handed the woman his ticket, and disappeared through the terminal doors. After finding his seat and sitting down he opened his bag and pulled out his ipod, as he did something else fell out. Picking it up he noticed it was an unmarked envelope. Thinking a fan managed to slip it to him, he smiled and opened it, removing the letter inside. As he started reading the letter he began to cry.
"Jin
I know I should have been there to tell you goodbye cause I'm your best friend,
but I couldn't. You've been my friend for years and we've always been together, but
now you're leaving and I don't know what to do. I hope you enjoy your trip and learn
alot so you can come back and teach us.
He gripped the letter tighter and leaned his head back against the seat, and cried silently for the rest of the flight.
- Location:Atlantic Beach, FL.
- Mood: calm
- Music:"Be My Last"-Utada Hikaru
After what seemed like hours of driving the car stopped and he was pulled out of the car. They removed his blindfold, gag, and the ropes around his arms. He was staring at the ocean, the sun setting on the horizon. 'So it was hours we drove' he thought to himself. Then, remembering he was kidnapped, he turned around ready to kick someone's ass. But when he turned around he saw, "Pi? What are you doing here?" he asked very confused. Suddenly everyone jumped out from behind the cars and yelled "Surprise!" He couldn't believe they were all there and they'd kidnapped him. "Why'd you guys have to kidnap me?" "Haha well, Junno suggested tying you up before so we thought we'd try it ^^"Nakamaru said. " But...who were the ones holding my arms before?" "That'd be Yamapi and I" Ryo said walking up to stand beside the other. Jin just stood there for a moment, then started chasing them threatening to kill them. Out of nowhere, Kame stepped infront of him with a smile on his face. He stopped and stared at Kame before he hit his arm saying "And you! I thought someone kidnapped me then killed you." "Jin aren't you being a little too over-dramatic?" he laughed. "Whatever," looking around again he asked " Where are we?" Everyone, all at once, screamed "The beach!^^" then grabbed Jin and started running towards the ocean.
Later that night thery were sitting around a campfire roasting marshmellows and talking about whatever. "Hey, lets tell ghost stories" Jin said smiling at everyone. Immediately Ueda and Nakamaru began making excuses about needing to leave. After 20 minutes of persuasion, everyone finally got them to stay. "Ne Jin, tell that one from last time " Kame said really excited about the storytelling. "Ok. Now everyone, try to remember this. If you do, you'll see it in your dreams tonight." He paused and looked around, everyone's staring at him anxiously waiting for the next part. "Nakamaru with long hair" he says and everyone starts laughing, except Nakamaru. "Well now that you've lightened the mood, how about actually telling one now?" Ueda said after he was finally done laughing. "ok. About 30 years ago someone was murdered in the Johnny's building." Gasps were heard from everyone, then he continued. "The body was never found. Some people think it was buried in a field somewhere, but I think its still in the building haunting everyone. I was walking by the broom closet one day and I heard a strange noise inside" more gasps and a few clung to someone else, "I opened the closet door and then..." Suddenly something comes up behind Jin with long black hair making the noise Sadako makes in Ju-on. "AHHHH!!!!" everyone screamed and a few started running away. Jin turned around laughing as Kame took off the wig. "Haha, did you see Ueda's face?" he laughed with Jin. Everyone eventually went to sleep, well they tried anyway. It was truly a memorable night, but Jin was dreading the next day.
- Location:Atlantic Beach, FL.
- Mood: tired
- Music:"Be My Last"-Utada Hikaru
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