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Wedding Day

 A/N: so i was listening to this song today and realized how perfect it would be for a Taekyung & Minyeo wedding song <3 so i wrote this short fic. it's not amazing but mabye it'll make you smile ^^ I suggest listening to the song while you're reading. the link is below, enjoy ^^

Shayne Ward-Gonna Be Alright: www.youtube.com/watch





I've been staring at this paper for the last 10 minutes and I still haven't written anything yet. "Why did she ever want us to write our own vows?" I mumble to myself tapping the pen on the paper, watching the tip make little black dots in the same place it's been hitting since I started. 'What should I write?' I think back on my conversation with Shinwoo earlier when he somehow knew I hadn't written anything yet. "Just tell her how you feel. Let her know that she's the only one you want for the rest of your life." 'I can't say those things outloud, thats way too embarrassing' "Ah~.." Throwing down the pen I reach for my mp3 player, I need music to calm me down and clear my thoughts. Putting the headphones on I lean back in my chair and close my eyes. A song by one of my recent favorite artists comes on, a gentle smooth melody, and I immediately begin to relax. As the song plays and I listen to the words I suddely realize that this song perfectly embodies my feelings, and everything me and that pig-rabbit have been through. I sit up real fast and search for my previously discarded pen, and putting the song on repeat I begin to write.

After a few minutes I was done, and looking at the paper I was satisfied. There was a knock on the door then, and Jeremy stuck his head through the opening to let me know it was time for me to come out. Walking through the hallway towards those double doors made my nerves begin to tingle, this was so unreal, and once I walked through that door and began walking down the aisle towards my place by the altar I didn't feel like I was awake anymore. Minutes ticked by as I stood there, watching the people filing in through the doors and taking their seats. Some smiling and waving at me, others simply nodding their greeting in a hurry to sit down. But I couldn't be bothered with them, my eyes were glued to the doors at the end of the aisle, waiting to see the one face that outshone them all. I'm not sure how much time had passed since I first walked in, but now the guys were standing behind me and the music started as the doors I'd been staring holes into finally opened. And there she stood, in her perfect white gown that hugged her body then flowed to the ground like water. I'm sure I forgot to breathe for a moment, and as she started walking towards me and our eyes met my heart began to race. I've never been this nervous before in my life, I could see it in her eyes that she was just as nervous and a small smile crossed my face. When she reached the end of the aisle I finally noticed her brother standing there with her, giving me a "If you break her heart I'll break you" look before passing her hand into mine. The twins shared a short moment of silence and understanding between them before Go Minam went to his place with the others. Turning back to her I looked her in the eyes and smiled a little to ease her nerves before taking her up to the altar with me.

When the priest finally got to our vows I let her go first. "Taekyung o...oppa....," she blushed a light shade of pink 'cute, pig-rabbit' "We've been through so much together, but no matter what happened my love for you never changed. I'm sure that for the rest of my life you'll always be the brightest star in my sky." She looked down then, I'm not sure if it was because she was embarrased or she was afraid of my reaction. Then the preist told me it was my turn. "Go Minyeo,..." She looked up at me, "Remember what I said by the river that night you went to look for me?" She nodded, " No matter how many stars there are in the sky, I can only see the moon. You're like the moon to me, no matter how many women there are in the world you're the only one I see." I can see the tears building in her eyes, and I smile. Normally I hate to see her cry, it hurts me to see her cry, but in this moment seeing her tears makes my heart feel like it will burst. As one lone, crystal tear slides down her cheek she smiles at me. Brushing it away my fingertips linger on her face until the priest speaks again. We're finally at the part I've been waiting for, the kiss. The finality of the end of our separate lives, and the begining of our life together, yes I was waiting for this moment since I knew I loved her. I can tell she's still shy about this, even after all the kisses we've shared. Leaning forward I whisper into her ear, "Go Minyeo....don't make the pig nose" then I gently press my lips to hers.

It's time for our first dance together and I've already told the guys what to play, earning smiles from them. As I take her hand and walk to the center of the room, a familiar gentle melody plays. I hold her close to me, "Minyeo-ah, this song is for you. Listen carefully"


"Watching you watching me with a smile it can
Take me back down the roads through the miles that we
Made it through me and you spend a while and I know
That we got even further to go
If I could take all the hurt, all the hard times
And tear apart all the words all the harsh lines
The crazy things people do sometimes even me and you
I would paint our darker skies blue
And I know that some might say
That we should be afraid
Of the road that lies ahead
Well let me say this instead

I don't care what might happen
I'll read our future here it goes
I'll love you till I die
And you and me, babe, you and me will be alright
And when our sun starts setting
I'll love you through the shades of gray
I know there'll be hard times
But you and me, babe, you and me will be alright

There came a point when I knew what I know now
Well not to look in your eyes that will spell it out
The seasons past and we last just like I knew we would
I guess I've learnt to read you good
Up and down like the temperature we've been
Summer days, winter nights with no sleeping
We've taken love to the edge and it showed us what we have
And every single day I'm glad
And I know that some might say
That we should be afraid
Of the road that lies ahead
Well let me say this instead

I don't care what might happen
I'll read our future here it goes
I'll love you till I die
And you and me, babe, you and me will be alright
And when our sun starts setting
I'll love you through the shades of gray
I know there'll be hard times
But you and me, babe, you and me will be alright

I'll open up my heart and you'll
Reciprocate and the feelings that I have for you
They'll never change like the ocean never changes
No other way
I'll never let you go
Never let you go
Never let you go

I don't care what might happen
I'll read our future here it goes
I'll love you till I die
And you and me, babe, you and me will be alright
And when our sun starts setting
I'll love you through the shades of gray
I know there'll be hard times
But you and me, babe, you and me will be alright

I don't care what might happen
I'll read our future here it goes
I'll love you till I die
And you and me, babe, you and me will be alright
And when our sun starts setting
I'll love you through the shades of gray
I know there'll be hard times
But you and me, babe, you and me will be alright

Alright
It's gonna be alright"






Jang Geun Suk icons + wallpapers

i made these, and i know they're not amazing. i haven't learned how to use photoshop that well yet XDD but i hope you all like them anyway. 

      

 
these are a little bigger than regular icons:

 








original poem







Untitled


my heart is barely beating
the time is drawing near
my only regret
is you're not here
my hand on my chest
can you feel it?
the slow pulse, the fading warmth
______beep_____beep___________
in the silence I feel no pain
only freedom, like I'm floating
don't be sad, don't cry
can you feel it now?
my love for you still burns
though I'm gone you'll be ok
my love's flame will light your way

original poem







ok...not really a poem...but it could be if i could write better XD


Driving your car that warm summer day
The windows were down, the sun warmed my face
Listening to one of your favorite songs
You grabbed my hand
"Hold the hand of your best friend"
That was the moment in the song that you did it
You looked at me then and smiled
If life's moments were songs
I'd repeat that one for eternity
So the reality of today wouldn't exist



yea.....it could've been way better XD but oh well. and that actually happened also...in fact the song was "A World So Cold" by Mudvayne so you should hear it if you haven't already, its not so bad.






I’m Sorry


I'm sorry i couldn't be the girl you wanted me to be
The one with no imagination or sense of being
The dumb blonde who'll listen to everything you say
And when your mean to her just lets you get away with it
The girl who'll tell you all her problems cause she thinks you'll care
Or the girl who envies you for all things things you have
Instead I'm the girl who has an imagination and really truly cared
Even when I was willing to put off my life for yours
You just pushed me away
I gave up 2 other guys for you
And you didn't even care
If you could ever find another girl like me
I hope you take the chance you get
Cause love like this is rare
Individuality is a gift and you should look for it
Instead of what's on the outside why don't you try looking in
You never know what you might find
But I'm pretty sure you'll like it







Only A Dream

I can feel your warm embrace
And your breath as you whisper my name
Here in your arms is my heaven
Nothing can take it away from me
You tell me I'm beautiful and look in my eyes
When I try to deny it you hold me tighter
I'm almost breathless and tell you to stop
"I'll never let go" is your only response
My knees feel weak, I'm close to falling
Your hold never breaks as you hold me up
Mabye your falling just like me
Inside my heart beats faster
I hear yours beating faster too
Mabye today you'll say it to me
The phrase I've always wanted to hear
My head is spinning and my eyes blur
You tell me theres something you need to say
I turn to look into your eyes, hoping
Your mouth opens, you begin to speak
I open my eyes in the cold dark room
I'm alone and dreaming of you
Silent tears begin to fall on the sheets
My heaven is gone, now only a dream

original poem








Unspoken Words

All these things still left to say
But all my time has gone away
You've moved on ahead in life
While i'm still stuck behind the light
I wish it was you to bring me back
But I know that you'll never look back
I still remember the times that we shared
And all of the times I thought that you cared
All the chances I had to tell you
Wasted away until it was too late
Now i realize what you told me was lies
You just used and confused me so I'd believe them
My unspoken words were finally said
You ended up just ignoring me instead
Mabye someday I'll hear the truth
From someone that isn't you

original song

So Perfect




All of the stars could fall from the sky
I wouldn't care as long as you're by my side
There's heaven and hell, there's light and there's dark
But nothing ever changes with you in my heart (oh)

I see your face in the pouring rain
And nothing's gonna bring me down again

You're in my head, you're in my head
And I can't get away from it
I'm falling into all that is you
And it's so perfect, so perfect

You are the ocean, you are the sky
Where ever I am you're in my sight
Some people say things but they can't see
How much you really mean to me (oh)

I see your face in the pouring rain
And nothing's gonna bring me down again

You're in my head, you're in my head
And I can't get away from it
I'm falling into all that is you
And it's so perfect, so perfect

Everything in my life, I can't explain what you're doing
I can't believe you found me yeah-yeah

You're in my head, you're in my head
And I can't get away from it
I'm falling into all that is you
And it's so perfect, so perfect

It's perfect, so perfect
Yeah....

original song/poem

this one can be either a song or a poem


But You Won't



All the right things at the right time
If you'd say them then we'd be fine
But you won't, but you won't
I'm hoping that you hear me
And you'll tell me what you're thinking
But you won't, but you won't
Now I'm standing right beside you
Trying to get you to look at me
But you won't, but you won't
So I walk out to the hallway
Mabye then I'll hear you crying
But you won't, but you won't
Don't you even care for me?
Won't you reach out to hold me?
But you won't, but you won't
Now I'm screaming and crying
Won't you shut up and stop lying
But you won't, but you won't
All the right things at the right time
If you'd say them then we'd be fine
But you won't, but you won't
And I'm falling into this black hole
Can you save me?
Will you save me?
But you won't, but you won't
But you won't, but you won't....
The Last Goodbye




in this lifetime i never thought i'd find
someone to make me feel at ease
a moment in time that would last forever
i thought i had found that warm summer day

nothing ever happens how we want it to
why is this happening to me again

so i scream, and cry
and i say your name up to the stars
but they don't seem to understand
so i scream, and cry
and i lie awake in bed at night
wondering if you and i......
Will meet again....

everything was perfect for awhile
i thought i'd died and gone to heaven
that i'd fallen into a dream i'd been waiting for
never to wake, just stare into your eyes

nothing ever happens how we want it to
why is this happening to me again

so i scream, and cry
and i say your name up to the stars
but they don't seem to understand
so i scream, and cry
and i lie awake in bed at night
wondering if you and i......
Will meet again....

i thought you were different
i thought i could see
the kind of person you'll never be
in my heart theres nothing left
your holding the knife that stabbed through my chest
i'll always remember this pain that i feel
this pain you have caused that may never heal

now i scream, and cry
and i wonder why i ever let you
so far into my heart
and now i won't even try
to say those words to you again
this is my last...
Goodbye....